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Stop Smashing Him WIP by AvoGsy Stop Smashing Him WIP :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 2 0 Eat My Life, Soul! (Official Cover Front Page) by AvoGsy Eat My Life, Soul! (Official Cover Front Page) :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 4 0 SKIT 1: Ancient Tales with Napho by AvoGsy SKIT 1: Ancient Tales with Napho :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 4 3 W8173R by AvoGsy W8173R :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 4 0 Jenna Vongphasouk by AvoGsy Jenna Vongphasouk :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 2 0 June Bug by AvoGsy June Bug :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 2 0 Gzai by AvoGsy Gzai :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 2 0 What The Flop...A Charmander Dinosaur? by AvoGsy What The Flop...A Charmander Dinosaur? :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 3 6 Eat My Life, Soul Cover (Colors) by AvoGsy Eat My Life, Soul Cover (Colors) :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 3 3 Eat my life, Soul Cover BW by AvoGsy Eat my life, Soul Cover BW :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 6 13 Eat My life, Soul Main Characters by AvoGsy Eat My life, Soul Main Characters :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 2 0 Inktober 2016 - Day 6 by AvoGsy Inktober 2016 - Day 6 :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 3 0 Inktober 2016 - Day 5 by AvoGsy Inktober 2016 - Day 5 :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 6 3 Inktober 2016 - Day 4 by AvoGsy Inktober 2016 - Day 4 :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 4 0 ShadicXKatherine by AvoGsy
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AvoGsy

Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
Well, Hello there. I'm Laotian American.
I go to Fresno City Communtiy College.
I major in Graphic Design. I wanted to do 2-D animation in my entire life.
I will let my dreams happen.
:iconmechild: is my animation account.
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ShadaTHedgehog Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
Hey, Avo! How you been? :)
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AvoGsy Featured By Owner May 8, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Awful. 
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ShadaTHedgehog Featured By Owner May 9, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
Why's that? You alright?
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AvoGsy Featured By Owner May 9, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
College, my lao language, and misunderstanding people. 
I can't even talk in my lao language to my old folks. 
I can't understand them. 
I have been white wash ever since and I never knew of it. 
My grandma and my mom tried to talk to me in their language. I understand less and they get mad at me. 
It's damn difficult to understand from another language.
Even my aunt. She got mad at me when I understand less lao. 
I want to be American. Just a American without any other religious and country in my blood. 
College...I'm in deep shit. I can't even learn after I studied one of classes. My mind pulls a plug and tells me to give up. I'm just going to take a break from college. 
I want to finish college. I really want to. I want to friends with others, but I can't. Something kept me silent. I decline to everyone because I feel like suicidal. I can't even talk. I talk so gibberish that no one understands me at all. All the loud voices from the outside makes me kill me. I tempted to kill myself so many times alone in the kitchen, my room, my bathroom, and the garage. I don't deserve to be in anyone else life. I want to speak more clearly that everyone can understand me instead of talking gibberish. I was never okay when I first realize how I act and sound like. 

I want to move out of the house so bad. I don't have to hear any complaints from my family. Cleaning my own damn mess and no one elses. No one can tell me what to do. I'll be so glad if I had my own room from all these years. I hate sharing a room with my mom. Driving my own car with car insurance. Paying my own bills. Those are my dreams to be independent, but no. I just can't understand them. I can't anything. I can't argue back. I'm just too damn silent. I can't raise my voice because I felt lifeless. I feel like I want my mother to die. She and I fought many times for nonsense things. She asked me "Do you want me to die?!?" I got sick and tired of her nonsense. I just go ahead and said, "Yes. Just die where I can't hear you. You damn bitch." She just quivers and went silent. I haven't talk to her after a month. She tried to have a mother and daughter time. I just completely ignore her like she doesn't exist to me. 
My brother tried to get me talk to her.
I told him he was right that I can't understand Lao and I don't want to speak Lao anymore. I just don't understand and I give up my studies in college. 
The only one I am good at is drawing animations. 

Why can't I yearn education in college and speak clearly in my language and understand them well. 
I'm all too der and anti-social when I keep on thinking to give up college and pity myself for being an idiot. Why didn't I search for a job before going to college in the first place? 
I just want to kill me. Just want to kill myself. 
I'm fine to be in Hell. I don't give damn to be in Heaven or limbo or any places I go to. 
Everything drives me nuts. 
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ShadaTHedgehog Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
Glad you're back, Avo. :)
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