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Stop Smashing Him WIP by AvoGsy Stop Smashing Him WIP :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 2 0 Eat My Life, Soul! (Official Cover Front Page) by AvoGsy Eat My Life, Soul! (Official Cover Front Page) :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 4 0 SKIT 1: Ancient Tales with Napho by AvoGsy SKIT 1: Ancient Tales with Napho :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 4 3 W8173R by AvoGsy W8173R :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 4 0 Jenna Vongphasouk by AvoGsy Jenna Vongphasouk :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 2 0 June Bug by AvoGsy June Bug :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 2 0 Gzai by AvoGsy Gzai :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 2 0 What The Flop...A Charmander Dinosaur? by AvoGsy What The Flop...A Charmander Dinosaur? :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 3 6 Eat My Life, Soul Cover (Colors) by AvoGsy Eat My Life, Soul Cover (Colors) :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 3 3 Eat my life, Soul Cover BW by AvoGsy Eat my life, Soul Cover BW :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 6 13 Eat My life, Soul Main Characters by AvoGsy Eat My life, Soul Main Characters :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 2 0 Inktober 2016 - Day 6 by AvoGsy Inktober 2016 - Day 6 :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 3 0 Inktober 2016 - Day 5 by AvoGsy Inktober 2016 - Day 5 :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 6 3 Inktober 2016 - Day 4 by AvoGsy Inktober 2016 - Day 4 :iconavogsy:AvoGsy 4 0 ShadicXKatherine by AvoGsy
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Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
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Well, Hello there. I'm Laotian American.
I go to Fresno City Communtiy College.
I major in Graphic Design. I wanted to do 2-D animation in my entire life.
I will let my dreams happen.
:iconmechild: is my animation account.


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ShadaTHedgehog Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
Hey, Avo! How you been? :)
AvoGsy Featured By Owner May 8, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ShadaTHedgehog Featured By Owner May 9, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
Why's that? You alright?
AvoGsy Featured By Owner May 9, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
College, my lao language, and misunderstanding people. 
I can't even talk in my lao language to my old folks. 
I can't understand them. 
I have been white wash ever since and I never knew of it. 
My grandma and my mom tried to talk to me in their language. I understand less and they get mad at me. 
It's damn difficult to understand from another language.
Even my aunt. She got mad at me when I understand less lao. 
I want to be American. Just a American without any other religious and country in my blood. 
College...I'm in deep shit. I can't even learn after I studied one of classes. My mind pulls a plug and tells me to give up. I'm just going to take a break from college. 
I want to finish college. I really want to. I want to friends with others, but I can't. Something kept me silent. I decline to everyone because I feel like suicidal. I can't even talk. I talk so gibberish that no one understands me at all. All the loud voices from the outside makes me kill me. I tempted to kill myself so many times alone in the kitchen, my room, my bathroom, and the garage. I don't deserve to be in anyone else life. I want to speak more clearly that everyone can understand me instead of talking gibberish. I was never okay when I first realize how I act and sound like. 

I want to move out of the house so bad. I don't have to hear any complaints from my family. Cleaning my own damn mess and no one elses. No one can tell me what to do. I'll be so glad if I had my own room from all these years. I hate sharing a room with my mom. Driving my own car with car insurance. Paying my own bills. Those are my dreams to be independent, but no. I just can't understand them. I can't anything. I can't argue back. I'm just too damn silent. I can't raise my voice because I felt lifeless. I feel like I want my mother to die. She and I fought many times for nonsense things. She asked me "Do you want me to die?!?" I got sick and tired of her nonsense. I just go ahead and said, "Yes. Just die where I can't hear you. You damn bitch." She just quivers and went silent. I haven't talk to her after a month. She tried to have a mother and daughter time. I just completely ignore her like she doesn't exist to me. 
My brother tried to get me talk to her.
I told him he was right that I can't understand Lao and I don't want to speak Lao anymore. I just don't understand and I give up my studies in college. 
The only one I am good at is drawing animations. 

Why can't I yearn education in college and speak clearly in my language and understand them well. 
I'm all too der and anti-social when I keep on thinking to give up college and pity myself for being an idiot. Why didn't I search for a job before going to college in the first place? 
I just want to kill me. Just want to kill myself. 
I'm fine to be in Hell. I don't give damn to be in Heaven or limbo or any places I go to. 
Everything drives me nuts. 
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ShadaTHedgehog Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
Glad you're back, Avo. :)
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